A Little Bit About Me
Am I suppose to advocate myself here? well I tell you am really good at doing so! Lets see how adequately I do while I still manage to stay honest and ofcourse modest (please dont get biased as its not limited to what is said here).
I am an amalgamation of philosophy, psychology, high aesthetics, slackness, playfulness, candour, sometimes provocative and sometimes repulsive, confusion, temperamental, impulsive, introspective, level headed etc etc. I get well along with people who are reasonably unorthodox and posses peculiar or well thought out views regarding every little detail (essentials of life).
I am quite outgoing and social but I do not get along with many people, there can be a smallest of reason which can tick me off esp 'NO people'. Well as I write this I am reminded of a friend who is currently living with me. I apologize to him talking behind, not really! what I will say here I rub it in his face all the time. What he does is sleep, eat and work, period. And I have given up mocking him. Why am I telling you this is because this will give you a real life insight on me - this scenario depicts that a day is too long for me to just go by (or put it more wisely here is goneby), to which I cannot do just if I dont make the most of. I desire to be in alliance with time. I like to stay up late even if I have work in the morning read a pending book, go out for an evening walk, engage in simple of conversations and giving it a shape of an elaborate dialogue with friends scattered across world which happens mostly through virtual mediums, go to gym tone up. I am trying to bind myself with an everyday to-do list which has not worked out yet yes due to my slackness but am on it. I also write mostly on random subjects pertaining to abstract thinking, philosophy or taking any contemporary topic and giving it a deep theoretical perspective to make a sense out of it.
I have mostly found reality in contrary to ideal. Ideal for me is non-existent may be nature has established this as a latent conception to keep us alive (I dont mean alive alive here)!!, however I truly believe what you see yourself as is what you truly become!
I believe by now I should have painted my picture in your imagination as a discontented person and thats what I want to do but lets make it a bit colorful, shall we! - although I am a little discontent and I see this as my strength since it allows me to surge forward and not get sucked in rigid routines. I am a strong believer in optimism, I think it frees up your reservoirs of ingenuity and determination you never knew you had - yes thats true. We can all preach optimism but sadly otherwise is mostly true.
Apart of this, I love music (well who doesnt) can be any provided its melodious but being more specific classical rock, soft rock, trance, chilled out trance. You might also find me whimsical as it has become my strong suit - acting on my whim has led me to breakthroughs in my life or has atleast placed me in situations where otherwise my rational mind would have kept me its captive . I adore taking long walks esp in a pleasant whether its more of a therapeutic practice.
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What I Am Looking For
I am looking for one with whom I can intellectually connnect and build a special bond. A bond which is unprecendented to me, which sends my world into a whirlwind.
This better half of mine wouldn't let a moment of stagnation set in. She can be opposite to me or alike, while I am very flexible I seek her to be one as well. Together we can grow as individuals and as one and see our unfullfiled potentials through.
One who is benign, has capacity to bring best out of others. Who doesnt find solace in materialism, although we all say that but materialism has found its foothold in us without which we see our lives insatiated but materialism standing last in your priority list is fine with me.
One who has a sense of humor a little wacky would really do, lives on spur of the moment, enticer, enthusiastic, carefree when supposed to be, holds religious values and doesn't take life at its face value.
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